
I finally got this wee picture to load so this post will just have to hold you over =). The girls wanted pancakes and I had just bought some blueberries so I wanted to do something different. Kamryn's birthday was the following week, too. When she saw me adding blueberries, Heidi said, "Yuck! We don't like them berries." I said, "Well, mommy just wanted to do something fun and yummy....what do you want?" Heidi said exactly what I thought she'd say: Rainbow pancakes. She has never seen them before and neither have I but, if you know Heidi...anything can be "Rainbow". I'd seen cakes layered in rainbow colors before but wasn't sure how the batter would take the food color. Well, turns out you needn't add much at all (so add very little at a time). It was very messy and spur of the moment! But, the kid's reaction to the final product was well worth it.
Speaking of fun and yummy, I've been making some changes to my Pinterest page. I recently found myself relying on the creativity of others who make/create neato things. Pinterest is handy, no doubt! But, I've decided not to get too into the wave of it for things like party planning, decor, etc. I like having a folder of misc stuff I love which I feel would help someone know me a lil more, if they see what kinds of things I enjoy. I like cute clothes but I'm so content in my blue jeans, my husband's shirts, Target or Charlotte Russe's clearance racks, and name brands and designers mean nothing of stature to me to be quite frank. I enjoy reading helpful beauty tips, recipes, organizing tips etc. I'm still tweaking it and have "stuff" I can afford to lose (delete, that is). That, to me, is another drag on the site. It's nice to dream up these things I want to do, make, create for my kids, buy, wear etc. but whether it's realistic or not, it shouldn't take up more time in my day and room in my mind than I'm willing to invest into genuine priorities. I know for me, the things I may see on Pinterest will become thoughts that linger for so long even away from the computer. Pinterest sticks whether you're actually there or not. I started to find myself critiquing things in my house I wanted to change which weren't realistic and some not even cheap. Most importantly, unnecessary. I'm relearning to limit my wants and stick mostly to my needs and I must admit, once you turn on the faucet in that part of your brain, it takes will power to turn it off. I felt convicted by the underlying cons I didn't seem to recognize until recently based on my own use of the site.
As for the creative side, I must admit I've always searched google or MSN's image pages when looking for something specific. I'm a visual person. But, the difference then was that I would dream up themes or ideas or designs or whatever for crafts, cake decorating, parties, DIY info etc and make a list, sketch stuff out, set a budget, and wrack my brain for different twists or things to incorporate from my own creativity. Then, after I had everything planned and in place and "Lauralized", I'd have to SEE it before I pulled it off. So, I'd google, bing, combine and all that good stuff. But, as far as party planning and gift ideas etc, I see myself not even giving my brain a chance to dream things up and get creative in my own way....luckily I haven't thrown a party since Pinterest! I like to be different and I'm learning that most people do and if it seems different and unique and rare, AND it's on Pinterest? It's only a matter of time before everyone realizes they're doing the same thing everyone ELSE is doing lol. Not only that, but even if you've never embarked on the journey through Pinterest, the site will get credit for anything creative you do (your originality) simply because everything has been done and seen before and now no one will have to look far to see that. I should put a sign on my front door that reads: "Nothing that goes on in this house was inspired by Pinterest. We're happy, crafty and nifty without it!" Heeeeey...now there's a creative idea (pass it on ;D)
I was never this thought provoked on "stuff" before a couple of years ago when we started making changes inside our home. That was well planned, earned and not more than we could afford lol. But, I got a taste of it and suddenly it was easy to be consumed by it because not only am I filling my home with things I absolutely love, but I enjoy the entire process! The planning, the hunts, the finds, the bargains, and seeing it all come together. I actually enjoy painting, hanging pictures, rearranging (though I can't do much of that with furniture in this house). My friend, Leslie's consumer challenge really brought me back to ME and who I am as not being defined by things I own or things I like but by the way I live and the most important thing in the world: Relationships with people. I don't want to become a materialistic girl...I want to be the girl my husband married who had that quality he admired. Easy to please, needs over wants, confidence over beauty, comfort over fashion, high on life...not possessions. Most importantly, I want to please God with my time, my money, my lifesong, my heart, mind and motives. I think Pinterest could damage the qualities of originality and what makes us who we are, how we invest our thoughts, time, considerations, money. On the flip side, Pinterest has a lot of great things which encourage saving money, using or reusing thrifty things in creative ways, healthy meal ideas, fitness plans etc. I'm fashioning mine for me and though it may be tempting to wander, I refuse to let Pinterest misplace.....well......ME!
These are my own convictions because of my own use of the site....so, I'm not judging anyone who would use it in any way they choose simply because it varies by person. Material possessions have only recently been a struggle in my life...roughly the past 2 years. So that's why, I'm sure, I have convictions- it's simply never been a part of my life. I know God draws a line...but I have mixed feelings as to how far He "permits" us to go. My morning devotion a few days ago was Romans chapter 14 in The Message....it's such a powerful translation of the chapter! It's all about perspectives. God is so gracious! I'm encouraging you to take this walk with me and rely on yourself, your friends, family, and your day to day inspirations and experiences to be the #1 inspiration in your originality. Get inspired by YOU! I'm going to "limit my lingering" on Pinterest! Get in and get out lol.... Lemme know your thoughts by shooting me a message via email or facebook or commenting here! =D